senoritis

I don’t even know where to begin.

I am so exhausted. Only three more class days and three days of finals and I am done for a month. Praise be! This whole writing-a-paper-every-other-day-and-not-sleeping-much-thing is starting to wear me thin. Can’t I just be done and enjoy Christmas and time spent with family and friends?

Graduation is only 5 months and 7 days away. I think I can… I think I can…

I don’t think I ever truly understood senoritis until this past month or so. I thought I had it before but I didn’t… at least not in comparison to the way I feel now. I just have to remind myself to stay motivated and get it done and come May 15… I’ll be free!

I have loved nearly every moment of my college years, but I am ready for the next chapter. Especially since it includes not getting up at for 8 am classes and no homework. Isn’t that wonderful? I think so. But waaaait. I’ll be starting my Master’s Degree soon. I often ask myself why I love to learn as much as I do. It’d be a lot easier for me to ignore the need for a master’s that way.

16 days until Christmas. I can make it. I can make it. I can make it.

(If I say it enough, maybe I’ll believe it’s true.)